Haven’t accepted the fact that my parents we getting a divorce, I still did not figure out where I was. How was I to use the handbook they gave to me?
They didn’t worry much about the effect their divorce had on me. Sadness, loneliness and social difficulties got my best. I also continued to grapple with the feelings of abandonment. While both parents we walking out of each other’s life, where was I walking to?
In a long-run, the fear of a broken marriage and depression took over. I began to work towards making things work on my side. Building love within was how I walked out of it. I can’t tell how my parents walked off their love.
Why can’t I do better? I told myself I will do better. How was I to do better in a broken home?